EricTheRed/REDLINE.entertainment

I LOVE DOING THIS MUSIC TO THE BEST OF MY CAPABILTIES. I LOVE IT EVERYDAY. I MIGHT BE SOUNDING A LITTLE ON THE PATHETIC SIDE, BUT I MISS MY FRIEND AND MY BAND MEMBER. WE HAD A FALLIN OUT ABOUT 5 YEARS AGO. HE AND I ACTUALLY STARTED THIS MUSIC TOGETHER AND SINCE HE HAS BEEN GONE THE MUSIC HASN'T BEEN THE SAME. WE COULD HAVE BEEN THE NEXT BIG SHOW TO HIT THE MUSIC SCENE. WE START AS "ELEVATED MINDS PRODUCTIONS" AND WE HAD ONE BEGINNER ALBUM CALLED "STRANGER THAN YOUR AVERAGE STRANGER". I REALLY THINK THE MORE SONGS WE MADE THE BETTER WE GOT. WE WERE JUST BEGINNERS AND WE WERE GETTIN GOOD FEEDBACK. THE SAD PART IS I WAS NOT A VERY GOOD VOCALIST AND I THOUGHT HE WAS GREAT. I HAVE WORKED ON MY SKILLS AND HAVE TRIED TO BECOME A BETTER WRITER THAN I WAS AT THE BEGINNING. NOW I AM GETTIN GOOD FEEDBACK WITHOUT HIM. I BELIEVE THAT I WOULD NOT BE AS GOOD AS I AM TODAY WITHOUT HIM. EVEN THOUGH HE HASN'T BEEN THERE, HE TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS ABOUT WRITING AND MANAGING SONGS. I JUST WANT TO APPRETIATE THE WORK HE PUT IN AND IF HE EVER WAS TO CHANGE HIS MIND TO COME BACK TO WORK, "I AM STILL DOIN THIS SHIT MAN". I DON'T APOLIGIZE FOR WHAT TOOK PLACE, I CAN'T DO THAT, I HAVE MY WAY. I DO APOLIGIZE FOR NOT CONFRONTING THE ISSUE MORE OFTEN THAN I DID. YOU WERE MY FRIEND AND STILL ARE. I JUST COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED AND I WAS SHOCKED. ALL I HAVE DONE FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS IS TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY. I KNOW WHY NOW. I KNOW IT IS SOMETHING THAT I TALKED ABOUT OFTEN AND ON THE REGULAR. THE HATERS TOOK OVER OUR MINDS AND WE DIDN'T STOP IT. WE WERE MAKIN GOOD MUSIC AND GETTING BETTER EVERYDAY WITHOUT SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT WANTED TO BE A PART OF ELEVATED MINDS, THAT "PERSON" DIDN'T HAVE A MIND AT ALL. FOR THE LAST 5 YEARS I HAVE TRIED TO WORK WITH THIS PERSON AND FOR 10 HE POPPED HIS HEAD IN TO TRY AND MAKE A SONG, BUT ALL HE DID WAS COME IN AND CREATE CONFUSION. HE IS NOT A PART MY MUSIC ANYMORE. I STILL CAN'T FIND OUT OF TEN YEARS A SONG THAT HE PRODUCED THAT WAS FINISHED, NOT ONE. THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I MADE, KEEPIN HIM AROUND. I SAID ALL OF THAT BECAUSE WHEN I WAS HANGIN AROUND WITH HIM, I TALKED ABOUT YOU AND THE PATH YOU WERE GOING DOWN, FOR THAT I APOLIGIZE. I JUST WAS CONCERNED ABOUT U AND WHEN "I TALK TO YOU" ABOUT THE SITUATION U WERE GETTING INTO, U IGNORED MY WORDS. NOW I DON'T APOLIGIZE, ABOUT OUR SITUATION BECAUSE IT NEVER HAPPENED. WHAT HAPPENED WAS A CERTAIN PERSON WASN'T IN THE STUDIO WITH US WHEN WE WERE MAKIN SONGS AND HE GOT GEALOUS. HE TURNED WHAT I SAID AND MADE IT SOUND WORSE. I ALWAYS SAID TO WATCH OUT FOR THE HATERS AND WE HAD A LOT OF THEM UNFORTUNATELY. WE WERE THE " MOST HATED ". NOW WE ARE HATIN ON EACH OTHER AND IT NEEDS TO STOP. I DON'T HAVE ANY NEGATIVE INFLUENCES ON MY BACK ANYMORE AND I AM KEEPIN IT THAT WAY. I HAVE GOT MY MOST WORK DONE LIKE THAT. I STILL HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO AND I AM NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER. I DO KNOW, I AM STILL YOUNG THOUGH, AND U ARE YOUNGER. SO LETS FORGET THE PAST BECAUSE WE STILL HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO AND TIME IS WASTIN. HIT ME UP "MONEY GREEN" AND WE CAN SHOW THESE HATERS WHAT GOOD MUSIC IS ALL ABOUT. peace